So now I am alone jobless, broke as ever, and basically my social life went down hill in 09
As I was reading this only one face one name popped in my head. Hard to say but I think it was my grandmother. Like a week before she past was the last time I seen her alive she looked at me with such hate I didn’t realized it till this year she disliked me. Why? I’m guessing I was at the happiest time of my life and full of life. She got sick at a early age. Lived and suffered the rest of her life. She died in 08. Like instantly 2 days after she died I lost my job. I was attending her funeral. 1 week later my abusive ex boyfriend got in contact with me. I left the best thing that happen to me for him. I have no idea what made me do it. When I was already free. 1 year later I got pregnant the what do you know he left me. Came back when baby was born and left me again. Now my baby misses him and calls for him as I have to watch and do my best to keep her happy. No friends literally no friends, not even exadurating. Oh yeah and 2 weeks ago my cat got sick took her to the humane society found out yesterday, she got adopted out. I was like are you kidding me. These past 2 years I tend to get sick very easily. Continua a leggere